I AM RANDOMLY WRITING TODAY. BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE.
I was never an introvert. I have always been an outspoken person, an honest outspoken person. However, not much to my surprise, I have changed a bit here and there.
I was never a people person. I don't think I ever will be. In fact I don't even intend to be one.
I know not the very thing that prompted me to feel the way I have started feeling. First thing first, regrets are no more my ally. I have started choosing, things that make me happy, no matter what that makes someone else think of me.
I am not afraid to like some random person more than the person I am with, for a simple reason that this person is a new story in my life. A new being, who for now challenges me. I love challenges. But, when I say so, I don't have any intention whatsoever to act infidel. Simply because I will not. That is just not me.
I have had this fierce force in me, ever since I have known myself. I love people fiercely, I don't waste my energy in hating them though. It takes a lot of me to hate someone. So that's why I settle for a strong dislike, that acts as an energy saver. ;)
And as to my plans, I am open to talking about it. Just that when I don't say something that means, I don't want the person to ask me any questions. I simply want to keep things from the person.
And my honesty, has always backfired me. ALWAYS. Even then, I choose to be honest. That's my virtue. And, I don't think, in this lifetime I will give up on it, just because someone wants to hear from me, what he/she wants to hear. I am just not that sort of person.
Despite every odd characteristics of mine. I still believe, I have that ability to make a difference. When I say difference I don't mean it as a big one. I actually don't know what making a huge difference is. I just know things will turn out to be good someday. At least I can try starting it with honesty. Maybe honesty is all it takes to make this world a better place. :)
I was never a people person. I don't think I ever will be. In fact I don't even intend to be one.
I know not the very thing that prompted me to feel the way I have started feeling. First thing first, regrets are no more my ally. I have started choosing, things that make me happy, no matter what that makes someone else think of me.
I am not afraid to like some random person more than the person I am with, for a simple reason that this person is a new story in my life. A new being, who for now challenges me. I love challenges. But, when I say so, I don't have any intention whatsoever to act infidel. Simply because I will not. That is just not me.
I have had this fierce force in me, ever since I have known myself. I love people fiercely, I don't waste my energy in hating them though. It takes a lot of me to hate someone. So that's why I settle for a strong dislike, that acts as an energy saver. ;)
And as to my plans, I am open to talking about it. Just that when I don't say something that means, I don't want the person to ask me any questions. I simply want to keep things from the person.
And my honesty, has always backfired me. ALWAYS. Even then, I choose to be honest. That's my virtue. And, I don't think, in this lifetime I will give up on it, just because someone wants to hear from me, what he/she wants to hear. I am just not that sort of person.
Despite every odd characteristics of mine. I still believe, I have that ability to make a difference. When I say difference I don't mean it as a big one. I actually don't know what making a huge difference is. I just know things will turn out to be good someday. At least I can try starting it with honesty. Maybe honesty is all it takes to make this world a better place. :)
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