Boredom, I say!

Bored Am I?

Someone has rightly said, man is what he is from inside, and not the outer form.  And that is what actually matters, rest is just a doodle out of sheer boredom!

People they bore me! Not that it is anything closer to an irk, but something that's enough. Just enough for me.  Its a kind of repulsion I guess, akin the one existing between like poles. Don’t get me the other way though. There is no such kindred factor between the soul that jades me out and the one within this flesh of mine. At times I wonder Maybe Darwin was right, in stating “Struggle for existence”; with me it is almost true in every way possible. I happen to interpret it not just employing the literal rule, but rather mischief rule. The striving it fascinates me, enraptures every morsel of my existence. In terms of every facet of life, I believe and expect for the striving factor. The unending toil, it does fatigue me, but that is what ultimately keeps me going. Feel alive and jubilant.

                                  Maybe this is another heights of my mundane insane self, but whatsoever it finds its way through. Every now and then, it captivates me, makes me seek for more of maneuver. Just to make me realize that life is no easy cake, and the fruits of labor, they actually are sweeter. But there is other side of the same soul, which feels like giving up; on things that keeps it from breaking free. The ongoing strain, the trauma and what not. And there I stand, in between the comfort and qualm of my inner self, trying to adjudge between the two. Despite this clamor the struggling self vehemently manages to takeover. Without any traces left from the tussle that existed. In between everything the truth that is- people bore me; is undeniable. When I refer the striving part, it is not merely career oriented; its the same in terms of relationships and people. People they come, they go; they live, they leave. The process it has to continue, but the repulsion it is nothing but a daft reality; induced solely by complete renunciation, the other soul has to offer. ;)