Odd#man#out! Bingo!!!!

Oh my! How I hate hating the system. Where you stand nowhere even though you have everything it takes to be someone. How easily people try to squash you down, make you a nobody and then throw you around. Just to prove that you had nothing as such, you were just another trash in the can; just another filth in the bucket. How everything is linked with nepotism, favoritism, and aptitude you say: hah! is just a term too remote to be understood, to scarce to be recognized, found and kept! Pursuing what you want to is another big a task, they won’t let you, how can they?  When your actions intimidates them, provokes them, makes them realize how pathetic they are; When your voice has the power to vanquish all their wrongs, their spurious vim. They are left with no options but to tug you apart from your own self. It is not that my despise knows no bound. It does, it truly does. I have been struggling to find a single reason, just one to come into even with this system. And then again, it breaks me down, turns me down,& what it does, you ask? It just gives me a bit more of frown. I bet anyone would hate the way everything works here. When you have to fight for what is right, for your rights, for everything that is universally applied and accepted to be right, you either grow into a revolutionist or you just can’t stop loathing it more. In my case I assume I resorted to hate, while I acclimatized to grow. I have grown through all these times. I have wished that at some point I would not have to struggle for petty things. Alas! The routine, the practice cannot be changed, nothing can be undone. I have been born to such mire that everything I do, gets me deeper into it, and what do I do then? I struggle even harder, harder than the previous time. I believe things come in an offer; you have to go through the bumps just to have the safest of ride. So maybe that is the reason you only find pearl deep down in the ocean bed, carefully protected within that shell, and you ask what is it worth? I reply every dime you conquered, every dream you dreamt, and every death you died! J