Solution in confusion :)
I had
nothing to offer anybody, except my confusion as goes Kerouac’s diction. I
really take it for myself. In the time of agony, mirth, and what not, in a continuous
state of confusion, I live. We live. Am I not right? Right enough to include
most of us? Its so easy, so convincing, to rather live in the labyrinth of
confusion than the explicate fresh air of clarity. At times, most of the times,
confusion is the best option. At least for a while we get to live with our
rationale turned off, ourselves unsettled and in an untiring pursuance to stand
out perfect. I guess, confusion, personally has made me see those few things so
much at microscopic level, which would have been remotely possible had I been
in a state of vividness. My sustenance through
all these years of bafflement has at least bore in me a new outlook towards
things. It has added a new flavor to my life, rather a kaleidoscopic effect I would
conclude. Though I would never favor a continuous and catenated chain of
hopeless state of confusion. I still, am bit of a henchman of momentary
disconcert. In that particular phase of perplexity, you get to experience much
from your own meager life, much more than you ever expected. And trust me, its
worth it! You learn to stand strong, fly subsiding the fear of falling, and
many more of it. There has been instances in my life when I have been so much
perplexed, and those where the instances when I looked into my life seriously. Since
it has been said, until you experience the bumps, you don’t sustain. As one of
my friend has to say, even human life exists till there is the curvilinear
motion in the electrocardiograph, a straight line rather signifies a mournful situation.
I wouldn’t rescind from this statement of his, not till I am alive, since the
motion has to go on. And so with that, rushing, pumping and beating has to go
our varied degrees of clarity and vagueness.
All I can
say is, midst the confusion, we find the solution, it only depends on how we
see it. Since, even Einstein has to say, in this world, the intelligent ones
are full of confusion and the stupid ones have none. So, let us for sometime be
candid enough to accept our doubts, cause we grow only when we face. J
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