Emotions in Motion! :)

Feelings have a problem with me, or maybe
Its we, feelings and me
 We can barely get along
Along for too long!
Nor for too short a time!
It makes me go through the extremes of life
Like a Penelope, the lows and the highs
Of the emotional coaster, that I ride
Asks me to either give too much
Or just pay no heed as such!
I am good enough to it, since I abide by its rules
And there again, like always it gets a space to fuel
My mere feelings to the extreme crest
Till the end, where numbness rests!
Its like a parody, a song
Too much of a fad, too long!
I wonder how hardly I stumble, how easily I dwell
wishing for the feelings to sway away,
with the hollowness as like the quill
So, that none of the remnants can make me hover over again
So, that what I call the infliction of the pain
Shall for no more remain!
 My hostility to it shall come to an end
Then shall it turn its face,
Leaving not even a single trace
So, as a rational being I shall wish upon the stars
To deafen me, till its hullabaloo comes to rest in peace
Cause,
I wish badly for myself to turn off my emotional waves
Since, I ain’t no super hero, not even daring Dave!