Confidante!

I faked a smile, Cause it was all you wanted to see

I faked my laughter, cause it was all you wished to hear

I am not a people pleaser, I never was, I never have been.

I just feared loneliness,

Utter despair that even a single thought of being alone would inflict

I just chose to confide myself to you

I never trusted anyone, not even a single being

Cause trust was all I had

And that was all they could break

I couldn’t love anyone else

Cause I feared having only to give

And be empty handed, without any at all to receive

You were the part of my flesh; my photographic self

The only being I could ever know

You, oh my alter ego!