Coveted Delirium!

I decided not to tell
When you chose not to listen
In between
That's it
In between us
In between ourselves
In between my self loathing
I found nothing good
Except you.
In between my self denunciation
My continuous wrath to my own existence
I envied every bit of you
Every single bit
That was so perfect
When all I knew was
I Was just another mistake
An utterly flawed existence!!