& This is the beginning of the new end! :/

I must have missed out on listening to my own heart

Some days, leave you astonished! Totally, astonished. It gives your soul a shake, a real one. Making you realize and rethink : “ Did I pull it too far? “. For the sake of learning maybe, or for the sake of whatever that makes you do the ultimate thing, let go! You do that! You never ever realized, how someone else had been fighting, in between the tussle of your dreams, your aspirations. Some other soul had been constantly being chased, tore, broken, repaired, In your process of grooming up. Just for your sake you unknowingly had been drenching other individual soul into your mess. And that moment when you let that soul free, if you can hear the voice of that soul you keep wondering, could this soul be this happy? How? Why wasn’t it so happy for this long? There’s the single word answer, You pulled it! Inorder to put together your riddles, put together your life, you ruined theirs. The realization that dreams change, change so vividly for someone more important than your dreams, gets you helpless, nothing more, nothing less.

Still in the lost state of mind, you try to gather everything together, just to do a mere thing, rethink. Just to think one more time! Where did I go wrong? How could I not hear the words spoken so frequently. Was my own voice so loud, louder than the thunder of some other soul. Loudest than any cry! Or was I too busy in listening to outer voices, that I never paid any heed to the inner voice. I never let my soul take a rest, a real good time rest. No, I have slept too much, too much to be counted. Well, if not so, then enough for a human body. But my soul it had been so restless all this long, so very restless. That It skipped, totally forgot to connect with its other half. There, I was who believed that My dreams, were bigger than anything. Almost everything in this world! And here I m, almost in the verse of mocking myself. I had made a mistake, a blunder to say. Serious one! To realize my dreams I had been letting someone else supress theirs. How unfair is that. No, obviously, I can defend myself with sufficient evidences that I had no selfish motive. But the thing was, in the process of deciding what was good for myself, I pulled another soul in it, better say dragged! I unconsciously, decided a dream for some other soul. When in fact, that was never what I would want for myself. In searching for a space for myself, I occupied too large a space, that I forgot that someone else had to adjust with the smaller portion of it.

Finally, realizing where I had gone wrong, and letting the other soul free. I relentlessly, have been trying to get to the conclusion of my newly made discovery. & I still question? Did I push it too far? :/