Talks#Ideas#Thoughts#Collision#Realization.

Today, in between the chit-chat with my friends, I happened to realize, realize those things I had lost the hold of ,on the way. I felt, a kind of rejuvenation, as like the Euglena does, the morphosis, metamorphosis, and everything within my own self. It was not big a thing, but in between our discussion, in between our perspectives, my lost ideals got to ooze out. For so, long, or at least from the time I joined law school, I had been forgetting the real me. The one I used to be. My focus, my dreams, my ambitions and almost everything has steeply changed. Maybe the situation is so shaped, so made, where I am to discover myself, from the very inside. I am to break free my cocoon, undergo metamorphosis, squeeze out the fluid, turn into a butterfly, and then take that flight. I would say god knows what is that, he has kept in my store. But, wait for a second, is not it that, god is an identity, that is existent for a theist? So, what for an atheist? Have they not got a pre-planned way, in which their life events are going to grill them? 

I don't know, whether the storage thing actually exits or not. But what I know, what I believe is; Isn't it true that, we strive, fall over backwards, just to reach our destination. For each one of us, we have different harbor to reach, different dreams to live, and above all different journey to take. And all of us are well aware that for every kind of odyssey the itinerary has to vary. One and only one doesn’t apply for all. So, is it with our goals, our dreams and ambitions. Each one of us is like different varieties of fruit in a basket, coming from different sources, having been nurtured differently and having different purpose, specialty. I believe, each one of us as a human is gifted with something; no one is born hollow, without any ability. It is just that, few of us discover our forte, groom it, make it ripe, while few leave it raw, letting it to decay. That’s always the difference, to which we turn deaf, blind, mumb and almost everything alike. And what we do? We keep blaming, blaming our destiny, our luck for everything we are not good enough at. What is that factor that makes us determine what is good enough? And here is the major flaw, the major loophole, we so easily look at others, take them as an example, set them as a benchmark and then start toiling to reach out where they are. The result then? Is it positive? Oh Come on, having set someone else’s achievements as a motivation, seriously do you think that you can fit into the picture? I say, no we don't! No one does! For the truth always remains, each individual is different, distinct from the other in this mob. It is just that, we need to stop searching on the outside, look at other's, it is time we search in the inside. Cause there is this being that we carry with us everyday, having forgotten that they are still alive, in dire want of growing out, waiting patiently in there for the outer body to take a look at their beauty.

And only if, it would be so easy, so facile, to have an identical life; I bet, the shoe maker would start producing the same size shoe, cause we would all fit in the same boot!