^Nonchalant Love^*!

Giggling thoughts, they made me pause today, think for a while.

I guess, I have grown so much so close to people, I have stopped thinking of myself

Or maybe for them I am suffocating them, whilst for myself; I am being heedless, about no one but my own self

What then?

I have questioned myself, not once or twice several times, I guess

To have made a mistake once, everyone does, but the same blunder again and again, I bet am trying to make a fool out of myself!

What do I do then?

Solace myself in the warmth of my own being, withdraw myself, seclude every bit of me, just don’t care to care enough, just be an individual, live my life, life where I stop caring, forget to care, at least for a while about anyone but myself. Cling to some form of segregation and just let go, let go off every being, every other soul I have been chasing! Start chasing none other than this own soul of mine, till I come in peace with my deliberation, my own instincts and my own mind and soul!

For every bit of my loving and affection for some other being, I need to double my attachment for the skin I live in, the soul I move with! J