Varied perceptions. :)

And I look through your eyes,
I question myself, Have I known you enough?
Have we been together for so long?
Oh, holy god, so why do i feel like
like i know nothing about you.
Is my look that piercing to you?
Through your shallow soul, do i happen to intimidate you?
Or do you fear, i shall know your mundane self!
Alas! You feel me with pity, for you
As you give that slight cast, so as to avoid my look
The one that pierces, right through your hollow soul!

I was raised to believe that, a girl's beauty is not in
the layers of makeup she wears
Not in the colossal amount of "Gajal" she wears!
Its in those eyes, beneath the gajal
its in her smile concealed in the chapstick
Its in her generosity, her soul
that knows, that she can conquer the world
only if she wishes to! She can change the world
If she is audacious enough to take her steps. And in
the amount of love she is willing to spread, through her
words and her deeds! :)

And i question myself,,am I beautiful enough?
Do I even fit to my own definition of beauty?
Why do I even bother, bother to think of it
Does it really matter, if my appearance is
apparently cherished or not, by a few,
even if not a lot? Is that ever going to
Change what I really am?
What i really feel about myself?
These questions have given me a restraint,
that keeps me from bugging anyone else
on that subject!
Whatsoever, i finally happen to  convince myself
that, no matter what, I shall love myself till the very end! :)

Do I look naive? I have never had that opportunity to be
termed something even a bit near to it. At times, i wish,
how I could be as callow as a new born, and just the other
my maturity, just takes the limelight
limelight of my own thoughts!

There have been instances, where i like everything
about being me, and just the other,
loathe every bit of me!
I accept to have acted daft at times
but what matters the most is, I have
loved, myself and others, at my worst!
 Though,The other way round story, has always been
a mystery! Till date, it has been!

I believe, a lady, looks beautiful in red! Its just that
color, which has been regarded as the color of
love in our culture, and many around the globe. It adorns
the looks of a lady, sets her standards,and makes her
 life in a morgue. :)

Smile! Can change lives, if not millions, a handful, a few.
You would choose to laugh at your foes,
only to realize, they feel abashed of what they have done.
you choose to smile at your friends, only to find them
much closer than ever before. Smile, can change things
if not all the shaft, at least a few to be counted. :)

When i stare right through you, do you feel
like i have despised you? Had i to disdain
any part of you, or them
I wouldn't give you a hint
Cause i prefer walking away swiftly,
Since, for me
dramas are not an easy task to play!
I would rather be a little run away,
Than to hover around and sway!

If I could ever know, what I would be thinking:
I switch my thoughts, just in a thump of my fingers!
So, you question me with my stability
Expecting an answer right away, you get too many
countless, indeed! I could drown you in my answers.
Just that, I would have to take you in
to entertain your questions! ;)

You ask me, why I am so obsessed with taking pictures!
Pictures to me, they are the easiest way
way to answer those of questions
that are harder to answer verbally!
Pictures to me, are true answers, no modification
no undulation! You can just not afford to lie
Lie through your eyes, and your smile!
I believe, eyes and smile can never ever lie! :) 

Do I love you?
OH well! Don't keep daunting me!
Had it been such an easy puzzle to solve
I would have been out of the dejection phase
many years ago! Love to me, is a mystery
better unsolved!
The more you happen to uncover the labyrinth
the deeper it gets! So, baby just don't ask me
If I love you! Cause, Love to me
is in these moments, and
If I choose to love you today
Don't count on me
I might rescind tomorrow
To do the same! ;)