Diminutive Side Of Me!

In between the certainty of my soul,
In between the, heights of my understanding
A thin line exists
Subtle enough, to make me realize
The heights of my uncertainty
The numbness of my own self
How indifferent I am
Towards everything
Towards my life
Every other second
Like a fading hue
It changes its color
Even the river takes time, long enough
To change its course!
So, how can I be so mutable
Too protean, to my own self!
Too unsure and too sure
All at the same time!
If only the mirror could show me my minutest self!
Microscopic look to my own self
I am too sure, I would be termed perfectly insane!
A being, whose mind fluctuates, too soon, too fast!
And after all, this undeniable perplexity
It has to last! Till I stop looking at my future
And regretting my past!!!