Vague Life!

The pain of this anonymous hurts more than anything

Cause if I knew the reason, I could stop it

Stop it from hurting

Stop this occult

I m turned deaf to sounds

I hear things, but I barely understand the voices

In between the tussle of my soul and mind

I have lost it! Lost the grip of everything

Things I try to sort out for better

But the harder I try, the more I lose the hold of it

Nobody could ever break me this way

I m broken, tore any word be not enough

To explain the state of my mind

I m lost, lost within my life

No, not memories , am I creating

Nor am I living

M just existing, breathing

Inhaling, exhaling, doing the regular biological process

 I talk but I lack words to communicate,

Hoping every day for a miracle to happen

Searching for the sunshine amidst the clouds!

Laughing out the loudest on outside

Just to hide the cry inside! L