Midnight wake up call? o.O
When the grandfather clock is almost ready to show me that
its midnight! And am total wrapped up in the bed, then a sudden feeling of an
unknown happiness strikes me. A kind of feeling that gives you all the strength,
a conspiring feeling that gives you the courage to do anything, everything. Go around
the space, take a ride to anywhere in the world in your sleeping pajamas,
conquer the cosmos, and what not. And for no reasons, or maybe for so many
reasons, today I have this feeling that there are so many things I can actually
do, than what I have always believed myself to be capable of doing. Well this
statement is no plain statement now, for me as well. So let me make it a bit
more precise, in real I feel like there is nothing that I can’t actually make
myself believe that I can’t do. Cause there is much more than what I have ever
seen, or believed to have existed. In fact things are much more broader, much
more wider, and what not. We dream, we aspire, so is it just that we
subconsciously happen to have a mere fantasy that can never actually be achieved? Well, if I have to
answer this question right now, in this state of my mind, I would surely say
that, hadn’t these things actually existed why would they even come up to us? Why
would they even bother to knock against us, make some rustling noise, wake us
up. There must have been something to do with our imagination, our creativity,
our dreams. If not, then how would possibly Newton know that gravity could even
exist, how would relativity make such a hit and how would rockets actually come
to exist? Don’t you think so? Here, I guess, it would be more than relevant to
bring up an instance that occurred to me few years back. I had been trying to
solve a mathematical problem throughout the evening, and I couldn’t actually
solve it. So I decided to take a nap, and to my utter surprise, I actually
happened to solve that problem in my sleep. And what was that actually? Was my subconscious
more than consciously solving the problem? Or was that dramatic enough? Oh well,
I just don’t know what happened then. But when I think of it today, I feel like
it was the power of my imagination, my zeal to solve the problem, and all that I
had within me, the strength of my own self, that I hadn’t known when I was
conscious enough. For today I see no
barriers, no hurdles and no bridges. I can just see my destination, perfectly
resting there, waiting for me to come embrace it, come have it! In the process
of life, I might come across many instances, where I would have to change the course
of my life, change my perception, my viewpoints and many more, but in the end
what shall keep me moving will always be that one dream I have for myself. The only
thing that shall take me through all the doldrums of my life, all the haplessness
and all the lows would be my hope and faith. The alacrity to prove that what I had
been dreaming in fact was what my subconscious and the universe was conspiring
for me!
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