Mine.
Choices. They were never mine.
I heard them. I did listen at times.
I thought I wanted this. Oh, maybe that one.
Guess, I wasn't so sure myself.
Did I want to do what anyone said?
Maybe I did. Or I just didn't know what I wanted myself to do.
So, I took their wants, their dreams for mine.
I must have been influenced.
That just went off the board.
For me to have any control.
If I had any.
I don't think that it was any inspiration.
Mostly, they were choices.
Someone else's. Cause I never knew, I could have one of my own.
As I speak to myself ceaselessly every other second. Minute. Day.
I know. I must have been someone who was just someone.
Like everyone.
Now, that I know.
I have choices at my hand.
Choices I can make. My own.
I don't borrow them anymore.
I make them. I create them.
Means, modes, methods if has to be, are my own.
Accountability, liability. Solely rests on me.
And my dreams, they are mine.
I no more view it from your or her eyes.
I am free.
This freedom is mine.
This happiness is mine. Belongs to me.
So, I decide to keep it.
No matter what, when or for how long, I will have to try. :)
I heard them. I did listen at times.
I thought I wanted this. Oh, maybe that one.
Guess, I wasn't so sure myself.
Did I want to do what anyone said?
Maybe I did. Or I just didn't know what I wanted myself to do.
So, I took their wants, their dreams for mine.
I must have been influenced.
That just went off the board.
For me to have any control.
If I had any.
I don't think that it was any inspiration.
Mostly, they were choices.
Someone else's. Cause I never knew, I could have one of my own.
As I speak to myself ceaselessly every other second. Minute. Day.
I know. I must have been someone who was just someone.
Like everyone.
Now, that I know.
I have choices at my hand.
Choices I can make. My own.
I don't borrow them anymore.
I make them. I create them.
Means, modes, methods if has to be, are my own.
Accountability, liability. Solely rests on me.
And my dreams, they are mine.
I no more view it from your or her eyes.
I am free.
This freedom is mine.
This happiness is mine. Belongs to me.
So, I decide to keep it.
No matter what, when or for how long, I will have to try. :)
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