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I choose to cry today. So, I did shed all my tears. All of them, that I held back, held back for reasons unknown. I cried, not because I am weak, breakable. I wanted to forget, forgive, I wanted to end the abyss of wrath, disgust. I just wanted things to end. I wanted myself to stop being the miscreant on the mob. At least for the perception, for the prejudice that is held against me. I just cried, because the burden, I couldn’t carry anymore. I already had enough of baggage to carry, enough of loads, and this teeny-weeny structure of mine, too small to hold it. Too small, to even take a step with it. I gave up, I just did, I thought it would be better thing to do than fight, cause giving up for me, it took my mulishness if any. Cause, for many reasons, that I still don’t even have a clue of, I have always been the wrong one, the misfit, the stale fruit. So, I just chose to give up, I chose to cry, I chose to forget, Above all I chose to forgive, the ones, who made me act that way!