mistakes!

Ask me how bad it feels, to feel nothing

Nothing rather than feeling hurt

How it feels to be devalued

How what you thought it to be, it would be contrary to everything you expected

Life has no certainty

Not at all

So don’t the people

Changes are inevitable, but rapid change aggravates you

When it is what someone imposes on you

When you are not yet ready to shoulder it

In this journey of almost 2 decades

I have learnt, life is no bitch

Its people who make it worse

& its us who choose to feel the same

its just that we know our weakness and try to pass the blame

when the truth is simply that we made a mistake

a mistake of choice, a mistake that could have been way back paused

& nothing, no one, simply nobody compelled us to it!

But just because we either valued them much more than they ought to be

or we put them too low, because to us its how things seemed

either way we were wrong! still we choose to hang on

hang on with the feelings, those feelings

feelings that make it worse than the worst!

& if choices would be there, not to feel at all

Well I would opt for it, I certainly would

Cause I have found, to remain in solitariness is better than to live with fake company!

& I know not if I will feel again

But if I have to make a wish

I choose not to do that blunder one more time!

For the simple reason that, I had had enough of limes!

& did degrade my value, just too below the dime!