Dreams..

I dreamt! dreamt of something new!
*sigh* i still don't know if it was about being with you!

The unconscious dream yesterday flattered me every time i woke up!
Today i try to dream!
All in vain i can't!
There's no reason to play the blame game!
I have no reasons to count on! On the stars and You, me everyone!
I am left with no reasons; no grounds!
I have been fighting! back and forth!
Like an oscillating pendulum! hanging on that old grandfather's clock!
Even if i dream today!
I don't know would i be able to distinguish it! Would i be able to read it!
I have lost my hope in dreams! In the faith i had!
I m not pessimist! No i m not!
I know the sun has to shine tomorrow! It has to!
It will! Of course it will! why would it not!
The rest of the lives move on! They do!
Nothing gets stuck on a petty error! Even your life doesn't!

Sticking back! This was my choice!
Why do you forget! Even you were my choice!
I thought the story; Yes the story, it was still not over!
It had a climax that every one had been waiting for!
How unfair is it! We start jotting down together; and we end it up separately!
You, me the stars! Why should i count on any of them!
Stars as i know; knew are uncountable!
You as i know; ....unpredictable!
Me as i know;... Unconsolidated!

Dreams; vague dreams;
Dilemmas, traumas, happiness; everything!
I still believe i m dreaming even today!
With my eyes open; I m dreaming today!
Yes i am dreaming! Even today! :)